I hope you'll be patient with my limited reading and posting over the next little while. As Angela at Begging the Answer said, I can't be a smart ass when I'm feeling wretched. On Sunday I was on the first day of a business trip and delivered my dead baby alone in a hotel room far from home. Last night when I got home J. and I spent some time with our little one and are planning a burial.
I can't keep pretending I'm OK. I'm not.
Hope you'll still be here when I get back.